. Sometimes I wonder if I made the wrong choice. . I love what I do but... It's also what's killing me. I can't image doing anything else. It's what I've wanted to do ever since a little girl. Caring for animals is all I know, it's my passion, it's my dream. But at the … Continue reading Do what you love?
You ever feel like you're just going to explode? Like you've just reached your limits? When you are giving everything you have and yet nothing is what you thought? I feel like I am working so hard yet I am going no where. I can't keep this up, yet what other choice do I have? … Continue reading Boiling Point
Thoughts. So many thoughts running through my head. The stress, the anxiety, the worry. Not feeling good enough, not being truly happy. Unable to let go of the past, unable to advance. How do we heal? How do we move on? How do we learn to love ourselves? Feeling worthless, feeling hopeless, feeling guilty. Unsure … Continue reading Where do we go from here?
So I think I may need to start blogging less, and that's okay. I don't always have much to say so spacing posts out wouldn't be such a bad thing. The reason why I started blogging daily to begin with, was to help me sleep. This blog is basically my diary. I used to lay … Continue reading What was the point of this again?
While my blog has greatly helped my depression and allowed me to relax and sleep better, it has also increased my anxiety at times. I want my blog to do well and possibly help others but at the same time the more people that see it the more I worry, even though it's still a … Continue reading Blogging Anxiety
As I try to figure out my work schedule for next year, I find myself reflecting on what I have learned over the last year. Things like what makes me happy, what is reasonable, and what work-life balance means to me. In my field we are initially taught that work-life balance doesn't exist. So if … Continue reading Learning to respect myself
While my training session has continued to turn out better than I had even hoped, I was frustrated last night after heading back to my hotel to relax only to become stressed out again. First my mom text me letting me know she's thinking of me and hoping I'm having a good time. Innocent enough … Continue reading Don’t let Anxiety get in the Way