Thoughts. So many thoughts running through my head. The stress, the anxiety, the worry. Not feeling good enough, not being truly happy. Unable to let go of the past, unable to advance. How do we heal? How do we move on? How do we learn to love ourselves? Feeling worthless, feeling hopeless, feeling guilty. Unsure … Continue reading Where do we go from here?
Well, take two for my first day of work at my new job. I was supposed to start last week but they had to reschedule me. I honestly feel like I'm about to have a panic attack. I always feel this way though, before any new thing I'm doing. I hope it goes well, I … Continue reading New Job, Take 2
I hate going to bed. Probably because I can't stand to be alone with my own thoughts. When I found out there were people out there, like my husband, who can fall asleep as soon as their head hits the pillow I was in complete shock. Bed for me usually means thinking/overthinking and also worrying … Continue reading Tossing and Turning
New year, new job. I'm still working a couple times a month with the non-profit I've been with, but this week I'll be starting another job as well. It's completely different work and something I've studied but never actually done. I'm very excited because it will allow me to finish my certification while being trained. … Continue reading New Job for the New Year
While my blog has greatly helped my depression and allowed me to relax and sleep better, it has also increased my anxiety at times. I want my blog to do well and possibly help others but at the same time the more people that see it the more I worry, even though it's still a … Continue reading Blogging Anxiety
My brother and sister-in-law have a toddler, a newborn baby, and two dogs. With everything that has been going on they have been having a really hard time with one of their dogs and it has gotten to the point where they are contemplating getting rid of one or both of them. I am not … Continue reading When mixing dogs and children have you at your wits’ end
I currently live near the beach where marijuana use is very popular. You can smell it coming from apartments while walking the neighborhood on a daily basis. This is especially true in the summer, maybe because they have friends visiting or maybe it's just that the windows are open, I don't know. Personally it's not … Continue reading Constant Worry