You ever feel like you're just going to explode? Like you've just reached your limits? When you are giving everything you have and yet nothing is what you thought? I feel like I am working so hard yet I am going no where. I can't keep this up, yet what other choice do I have? … Continue reading Boiling Point
I am finally starting to feel a little relieved because my second day at my new job went just as well as the first. This gives me hope. After my last job I was so burnt out even the thought of going back to work terrified me. Hopefully with my new job I can start … Continue reading You want to learn from me?
Well, take two for my first day of work at my new job. I was supposed to start last week but they had to reschedule me. I honestly feel like I'm about to have a panic attack. I always feel this way though, before any new thing I'm doing. I hope it goes well, I … Continue reading New Job, Take 2
I have continued to feel very depressed lately. I was supposed to be working the last 3 days but each day ended up getting canceled. I was incredibly nervous to get started but I was also excited to get going with it and get the first day jitters out of the way. But nothing has … Continue reading Work is Canceled
New year, new job. I'm still working a couple times a month with the non-profit I've been with, but this week I'll be starting another job as well. It's completely different work and something I've studied but never actually done. I'm very excited because it will allow me to finish my certification while being trained. … Continue reading New Job for the New Year
I am beyond exhausted. Training all week was hard work. Trying to remember and implement everything we've learned while demanding my hands to perform new actions/motions. I have been exhausted at the end of each day. Then yesterday we all went out together which was amazing but we also got back to our hotel late … Continue reading Exhausted from Training
Today was the first day of my training and I was terrified. You'd think I was getting interviewed or getting a grade for this! Maybe that's just it, I've never done anything like this before without judgement being included. I need to just remember that I am here to learn. When you put it that … Continue reading First Day of Training