I just need to vent. I was so excited to watch a new show last night. I got cuddled up on the couch with a blanket in my pajamas and then the fire alarm went off. My poor dogs were going crazy and barking as we tried to put their leashes on, meanwhile, I'm trying … Continue reading Smoking in a Non-Smoking? Seriously?
Well yesterday was frustrating to say the least. I feel like my brother-in-law wants/expects us to be close but I just don't think we ever will be. It's how I feel with everyone in his family, we are just so different it's impossible. We are never on the same page, they never understand what I'm … Continue reading From High School to Now
As I try to figure out my work schedule for next year, I find myself reflecting on what I have learned over the last year. Things like what makes me happy, what is reasonable, and what work-life balance means to me. In my field we are initially taught that work-life balance doesn't exist. So if … Continue reading Learning to respect myself
Everyone wants/expects me to be so excited about my newborn niece, or babies in general. I am very excited, but I am excited for them and their family. Personally I don't need to hold the baby. I have no problem holding her and she is very cute but I don't feel an urge that I … Continue reading Sorry but I don’t have baby fever
Well yesterday was terrible, basically spent Christmas Eve fighting with my husband the whole day. I feel bad for him but at the same time I was getting very frustrated myself. He has been exhausted and has been pushing himself hard at work all week. I know he hasn't been getting enough sleep and has … Continue reading Holiday Stress
I love Christmas but each year feels more and more disappointing. This year we already had to cancel our Christmas party and we didn't have enough time to do our usual holiday baking because we were both sick. Also we don't have any presents under the tree this year either. I feel like my family … Continue reading Disappointed with Christmas
I received a text message last night that my sister-in-law went into labor. She is about two weeks early, but they were expecting her to be a little early because of everything that has been going on during her pregnancy. While I am very happy for them, this also puts us into a little bit … Continue reading Another Bundle of Joy