This upcoming weekend is going to be very busy. First we are throwing a Christmas party at our place with friends on Saturday, then on Sunday we are driving home to do lunch with my in-laws followed by Christmas dinner with my family. While it is going to be a lot, I am very excited to be busy baking this week because hopefully it will keep my mind off job searching. The thing is I could get a job, I just want a good job. I’d rather not be working right now than working Christmas Eve and hating myself like last year. I just need to relax and enjoy this time more. I am very lucky to be able to take this time off and I need to be soaking it all in while I can. I love baking so hopefully I’ll have a fun week keeping myself busy. Most of the time I feel distraction from myself and my own mind is the only thing keeping me sane.